4-28-05 these men are spinning and singular and i do not know i do not speak bold and dirty words shit and grease and there is no splendid hierarchy that the true drenching scent of loneliness not in style or spirit may capture my form and prevent the spill and spread of my self that i might be built and shaped by this that i may not be singular to stretch and fuse i am wrapt and dread in full form and disaster does not strike and death does not speak and i am meant to stay to grow and tumble and age until time is nothing and breath is hopeful and my only remaining attempt |